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skin by: Jane
Friday, September 21, 2007 @ 4:43 PM

been really busy this week.
packed with different tests: amaths, emaths, physics, chem, english, geog, SS.
hahahas. almost all subjects even when EOYS are not here yet.
hmm still have guzheng performance to handle.
19thsept went to st andrews' catherdral.
yep, the bus uncle damn idiot la, drop us off in the middle of the road, then still must walk a whole way into the church..
was perspiring the whole way there la. the bus' air-con blows out hot air. lols.
then we so desperate for water that we went to drink tap water from toilet.. hahhaas.=
performance was... okay, a bit messy, lols.
but people still think its nice. hahahahahs.
went back to school and left at 9pm. lols.
this sunday having another performance at amk hub's opening ceremony.
arrgh. stressed.

school lessons are pretty much okay, but teachers are often talking about EOYS which is starts next friday.
hahahs. anxious and stressed la. so many chapters for each subjects.
feel like dying, but still will work hard and run the last last lap. :D



Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @ 8:00 PM

school has been quite boring for these few days...
i guess everyone is still in their holiday mood... lols.
had chem and physics class test today. chem was okay, but physics was hmm more tougher. ):
hais. knew it la.. killer-paper like what mr ng had said.

cannot find a word to describe how i feel now.
hmm confusion? hatred? dissappointment?
i am not sure also. but there are a lot of mixed feelings and i'm trying to control.
been a long time since i feel this. probably since sec 1.
friends? how do you define them?
trying not to let them affect me, but thats difficult.
always hoped the next day will be better, but it will end up like this.
i know, you all dont care about our feelings.
thats why, i keep pondering over the fact that, how many real good friends do i have in this school?
growing tired. the purpose of the friendship.
hope that i will go numb with all the stuffs that are happening and concentrate on my studies.

things are still bottling in my heart, but i dont know how to express it.
in need of a good counselling session. lols.
dont feel like going to school tomorrow. hais.

there are lots of people with a mask over ther face.
trying to conceal what they do.
and this makes it so difficult to see the person. ):

mixed feelings that makes me unable to breathe properly. ):



Monday, September 03, 2007 @ 4:36 PM

wasnt around for the weekends cause went back to malaysia to celebrate my grandpa's birthday.
was an impromptu decision la, cause my grandma said that my grandpa envious of the neighbours who apparently has all the children with him to celebrate.
so, my aunt made all the arrangements with other cousins and uncles and aunties,
and amazingly, ALL of us went back! :D
its like every family managed to go back and have dinner tgtr, a sort of gathering also!
hahhas, cool.

went straight to the restaraunt, was separated into 3 tables.
hmm, sat with cousins. (: then there was a misunderstanding la.
yep, like my two aunties just shouted at each other across the table.
was rather embarassing. )):
vulgarities, cursing, etc was blurted out their mouths, and their children just sat beside them.
even my grandparents had to come over to stop this dispute la..
so damn childish can..
the whole thing is just so lame, started off with one of my auntie bluetooth this msg which talks about "xiao ren" one, then the other started to think that she was trying to say that she is a "xiaoren"..
too sensitive la please. just a video can lead to such a dispute.
hais, like all the other tables were looking into this direction..-.-
the whole atmosphere became tense and unhappy...
sians. but me and cousin continued with our chat la, heck la
the next time i go back again, they will be ever so close again. hypocrites.